Happy First Year Anniversary Love!

We start everything from unknown.
A year ago, you are just stranger to me. You come into my life so fast like a  thunderbolt. Ha ha Yeah. Everything with you gone so fast a year ago. If I can description that moment was like:
You ask for my number to my friend when you see my picture on my friend's phone. And then I don't answer almost all of your call for maybe 3month. After that, we meet each other at my friend's boyfriend birthday party. We don't talk at that time. We just sight each other. And the second day, you call me again and for that time I response you, because I'm interest to you.
Its gone so fast, just 7days after we have talk for the first time. You pick me from my working place. And at 12.30 am at that time, you say, "I'm just interest to you, may us make it more than just a strangers?" I'm just laughed at that time. And you say, "I'm seriously." and then I'm answered you like, "I don't understand what you mean with strangers?" And you smiling, you hold my hand and say. "Would you be mine?" I'm keep silent. I just waiting him to finished his words. "I know it was so funny when I say that I'm falling in love with you. We just know for a week. But, I can feel the difference feelings with you. I haven't feel it before. I'm just afraid there was another boy who stole your heart. I love you, and I want to be with you" I'm surprised! I don't know what to say, but if he could read my eyes, that was say "YES".
A day, A week, A month we passed with everything sweets. I'm feeling so lucky because I had you. And everything going so good.
Start from 3rd month, we have a trouble in our relationship. We almost broke up for so many times. But we can through that together. We fought. We keep everything better. We doing it well, really really well.
Until now, in this very first year us together. I'm still feeling lucky because I have you. You like shine on my world. We learn from each other. How to make this relationship always one. How to keep a better situation. How to be good for each other.

And from my bottom of my heart, I'm so thankful to you, you still keeping this relationship and keeping me always better. Even you not always treat me like a princess, but I'm still happy! You teach me how to survive for life, happiness, love and anything. Thanks for being my partner life and I hope It's all just beginning with you. Because we both still have a long way in front of us to make this love more and more and more together and happy! And at least, I love you, you are my only one man. I love you so deep. Dens:*

FREE

I just want to feel free. 

As free as bird in the sky.

As free as the air on the earth.

As free as your scream from the edge of cliffs.

I just wanna jump as high as I can.

And I will reach everything I want.

I BELIEVE.....

coppas from Caitlin Beadles's tweet (@godsgirl8494)

Only once in your life, i truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. you tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. you share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. when something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. they are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. there is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. you can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. the things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. colours seem brighter and more brilliant. laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. a phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. in their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. you think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. you open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. you find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. you find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

story of..

he came like a light in my life. who make light of my world that was dark. he gives colour to my life of darkness.
he is the most beautiful of God's gift I've ever had.

He promised me many things..

• He'll always be there every I need him
• He'll be the first person most upset if someone makes my tears fall
• He'll love me like he loved himself
• He promised ..... so many things

and he proved his promise at the beginning of our love story. he makes me feel as the luckiest girl, because I have him. he keeping me very well, very well.

so many things that we spent together. he is the person mostcapable of making me smile on the tears, and laughed over grief.
with him I learned how to enjoy life. and feel the beauty of sharing.

he gave me lots of love every time I with him,. he made me believe that God created human beings in pairs. he once told me "you are my ribs are missing. so God's word in his verse"
he made me believe that he is Adam and Iare Eve.
made me sink deeper and deeper into his love.

like the love that has many sense

he left me without a definite reason. he let me continue my life without his love again. without his presence again in every sheet of my day.

he let me repeat all day we have ever lived alone. he let me shed a tear without his presence.

he forgot all the promises he had made ​. he did not remove my tears with his soft hands. he just makes my tears spilled out of control.

he let Eve lost her Adam. he brings all his soul and left rib itself. and he let me lose my parts of my body, which he brought together with his departure.
no more days with him. he went with all his wonderful love....

Written By : Desii Permata ( @dessiprmt )

BESTIES !

aku memiliki dua sahabat yang sudah aku anggap sebagai keluargaku sendiri. mereka berdua menjadi cermin diriku dan menjadi guru untuk ku mendewasakan pribadiku. tanpa mereka mungkin aku tidak setegar sekarang. karena bersama mereka aku belajar untuk menertawakan kesedihan. walaupun terkadang kami suka terjebak dalam sebuah pertengkaran, tapi kami pasti bisa melewati semuanya dengan baik.
aku akan memperkenalkan mereka kepada kalian...

Fathia Soraya

Mungkin aku bersahabat dengannya belum terlalu lama, namun hal yang telah kita lewati bersama membuat kita saling memahami satu sama lain. Lebih dari sahabat yang telah berteman sejak kecil.
Darinya aku belajar ketulusan. Bagaimana melupakan kesalahan orang terhadap kita, dan bagaimana meminta kepada Tuhan dengan sepenuh hati. Tulus membantu juga terkadang ia ajarkan kepadaku melalui sikap-sikap remajanya. Banyak hal yang mungkin dia tidak ketahui tentang ini. Aku terkadang suka mengingat apa yang ia telah perbuat sebagai bahan pembelajaran untukku. Walaupun terkadang aku merasa dia sedikit egois, tapi itu hal yang wajar. Menyadari diriku yang jauh lebih egois dibandingkan dia. Terima kasih telah mengajariku banyak hal tentang hidup dan kehidupan. Semoga kita terus bisa selamanya seperti ini. Bersahabat dan terus berbagi cerita..

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Sinta Darmaida

Aku mengenal dia sejak aku duduk di bangku SMA. Dia adalah satu-satunya orang yang mau duduk sebangku denganku. Dan akhirnya kamipun melalui tiga tahun bersama sebagai 'chairmate'.

Darinya aku belajar kesabaran. Bagaimana diam untuk mengalah dan diam untuk meredakan emosi. Dia adalah sosok anak yang sangat pendiam, walaupun aku tahu banyak masalah yang ada padanya, namun dia lebih memilih menyikapinya secara diam dan sabar. Mungkin dia sering menjadi bahan ejekan aku dan theea, tapi dibalik itu semua aku yakin dia tahu bahwa aku dan theea sangat menyayanginya. aku berharap, tiga tahun yang telah kita lalui bersama sebagai 'chairmate' dapat terus berlanjut walaupun kini tidak setiap pagi aku datang kepadanya dan cerita tentang masalahku kemarin. Walaupun kesibukan memaksa kita untuk tidak saling bertemu, semoga persahabatan kita tidak terputus karena itu. Terimakasih telah menjadi pendengar yang sangat baik untukku selama bertahun-tahun. Semoga selamanya kamu tetap jadi satu-satunya orang yang tidak pernah mengajukan komplain kepadaku apapun yang terjadi. hehe

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Written By :   Desii Permata  ( @dessiprmt )